Fushigi no fushigi inochi no nai
Kigou to kibou kasanari awasete
Iro to katachi ataerareta no wa
Ao to kurenai yuganda kokoro
(Wonder of wonders, without life,
A collection of words and symbols,
Granted form and color,
By a heart wound with azure and crimson)
Mugen no mugen watashi wa doko
Setsuna no setsuna mabuta wo tojite mo
Yukue fumei shinjita kotoba wa
Sora no ushiro e suterare kieta
(In an infinite infinity, I am somewhere,
In a momentary moment, thought I shut my eyes
Those lost words I once believed in
Cast off beyond the void, fade away)
Aa watashi ni watashi no tamashii
(Ah, to me, my very own soul)
Hitogata yo mawaru sekai wo miteru hitomi no oku ni
Urei wo utsusu futatsu no ibitsu na
(I am a doll, I see my turning world reflected in your pupils
My despair is mirrored in those two ellipses)
Ima umare ima nemuru
(Now, born; now, dormant)
Hakanai kono yo wa mama goto no you ni mujou na ire mono
(This fleeting world is like play-acting, a transient container)
Sadame wa sadame aragaenai
Deai to wakare itsu mo kuri kaeshi
Toki no hate ni tadori tsuita no wa
Yami ni shinjitsu shizunda tokoro
(Fate is predetermined, irresistably,
The meetings and partings, endlessly repeat
If I struggle on to the end of time,
Will reality sink into darkness at that moment)
Itami wo itami namida nagashi
Karada to karada furete mo yagate wa
Furue obie kanjita kioku wa
Towa no izumi e nagarete kieta
(Painful, aching tears flow,
The moment after our bodies touched,
I felt a trembling trepidation, for the memory
In the stream of eternity, flowed and faded away)
Aa boyakete mienai kanashimi
(Aa, blurred and unseen, my sadness)
Watashi wa ningyou
Kanpeki na ningyou
Watashi no kokoro wa watashi no mono
Dakara watashi wa mitomenai
Ano hito wa nan to iu to mo zettai ni mitomenai
(I am a doll
A perfect doll
My heart is my own to do with as I please
So, I won't accept it
No matter what she says, I won't awknowledge it)
Zettai ni ... mitometaku nai
(I'll never ... awknowledge it)
Ayatsurare kono ito kireta to s**** mo
Ikanaide ikanaide tsunaidete
(Even though this thread that controls me is cut -
Don't go, please don't go, stay connected to me-)
Hitogata yo kawaru sekai mo kawaru rikai wa sarezu
Tada kitto yume to utsusu no hazama de
(My dolls live in an ever-changing world that admits no understanding
Certainly, in the s***e between dream and reality)
Ima umare ima hateru
(Now, born; now, perishing)
Afureru subete no osanai ikari ni michiteru yurikago
(This is the cradle into which the universe's young rage overflows)
Owari wa owari yousha no nai
Kotoba to kimochi midareta mama demo
Imi to teigi subete kutsugaeshi
Kako wo mirai e tsunageru kiseki
(The end is the end, without mercy
Though my words and feelings remain disordered,
Meanings and definitions are all overriden,
At the point where past is bound to future)
Omoi to netsui tada sore dake
Shinka to hakai itsu made mo tsuzuku
Tatae matsure wazuka na hibi de mo
Ai s***a egao ashita wa mou inai
(With just my thoughts and passions,
Progress and destruction continue forever
No matter how much I praise these fleeting days,
The smiling face I loved will be gone tomorrow)
Aa f**akute ienai kanashimi
Aa kakurete mienai yorokobi
Aa watashi ni watashi no tamashii
(Ah, deep, unhealable sadness,
Ah, hidden, unseen pleasure
Ah, to me, my very own soul)
Kigou to kibou kasanari awasete
Iro to katachi ataerareta no wa
Ao to kurenai yuganda kokoro
(Wonder of wonders, without life,
A collection of words and symbols,
Granted form and color,
By a heart wound with azure and crimson)
Mugen no mugen watashi wa doko
Setsuna no setsuna mabuta wo tojite mo
Yukue fumei shinjita kotoba wa
Sora no ushiro e suterare kieta
(In an infinite infinity, I am somewhere,
In a momentary moment, thought I shut my eyes
Those lost words I once believed in
Cast off beyond the void, fade away)
Aa watashi ni watashi no tamashii
(Ah, to me, my very own soul)
Hitogata yo mawaru sekai wo miteru hitomi no oku ni
Urei wo utsusu futatsu no ibitsu na
(I am a doll, I see my turning world reflected in your pupils
My despair is mirrored in those two ellipses)
Ima umare ima nemuru
(Now, born; now, dormant)
Hakanai kono yo wa mama goto no you ni mujou na ire mono
(This fleeting world is like play-acting, a transient container)
Sadame wa sadame aragaenai
Deai to wakare itsu mo kuri kaeshi
Toki no hate ni tadori tsuita no wa
Yami ni shinjitsu shizunda tokoro
(Fate is predetermined, irresistably,
The meetings and partings, endlessly repeat
If I struggle on to the end of time,
Will reality sink into darkness at that moment)
Itami wo itami namida nagashi
Karada to karada furete mo yagate wa
Furue obie kanjita kioku wa
Towa no izumi e nagarete kieta
(Painful, aching tears flow,
The moment after our bodies touched,
I felt a trembling trepidation, for the memory
In the stream of eternity, flowed and faded away)
Aa boyakete mienai kanashimi
(Aa, blurred and unseen, my sadness)
Watashi wa ningyou
Kanpeki na ningyou
Watashi no kokoro wa watashi no mono
Dakara watashi wa mitomenai
Ano hito wa nan to iu to mo zettai ni mitomenai
(I am a doll
A perfect doll
My heart is my own to do with as I please
So, I won't accept it
No matter what she says, I won't awknowledge it)
Zettai ni ... mitometaku nai
(I'll never ... awknowledge it)
Ayatsurare kono ito kireta to s**** mo
Ikanaide ikanaide tsunaidete
(Even though this thread that controls me is cut -
Don't go, please don't go, stay connected to me-)
Hitogata yo kawaru sekai mo kawaru rikai wa sarezu
Tada kitto yume to utsusu no hazama de
(My dolls live in an ever-changing world that admits no understanding
Certainly, in the s***e between dream and reality)
Ima umare ima hateru
(Now, born; now, perishing)
Afureru subete no osanai ikari ni michiteru yurikago
(This is the cradle into which the universe's young rage overflows)
Owari wa owari yousha no nai
Kotoba to kimochi midareta mama demo
Imi to teigi subete kutsugaeshi
Kako wo mirai e tsunageru kiseki
(The end is the end, without mercy
Though my words and feelings remain disordered,
Meanings and definitions are all overriden,
At the point where past is bound to future)
Omoi to netsui tada sore dake
Shinka to hakai itsu made mo tsuzuku
Tatae matsure wazuka na hibi de mo
Ai s***a egao ashita wa mou inai
(With just my thoughts and passions,
Progress and destruction continue forever
No matter how much I praise these fleeting days,
The smiling face I loved will be gone tomorrow)
Aa f**akute ienai kanashimi
Aa kakurete mienai yorokobi
Aa watashi ni watashi no tamashii
(Ah, deep, unhealable sadness,
Ah, hidden, unseen pleasure
Ah, to me, my very own soul)