My only conceivable reason to be alive
Is one more reason why I think I should die
They all still think I'm a theif, and it's just not fair
I didn't stick to my guns, but now I just don't care
Learn to penetrate the shell, the inner outer layer
I got too high, and so I put on some old school slayer
Crude matter arms dont matter, they seem to just do harm
You didnt leave them at home, to detach all the smoke Alarms
Someday you will see that
I'm talking to myself
And someday I'll realize
Theres more to life than it decides
The world turned it's back, and ignored my attacks
I sat alone, unbeknown, to all those so called facts
Falling deep into night terrors, I wake in a cold sweat
Lobotamized, i enjoy my newly found mindset
I regroup, only too late, always a step behind you
I'll wait by the phone, so i can hang up on you
Except if you dont call, i dont what to do
I guess I'll go lie down, and silently hate you
Someday you will see that
I'm talking to myself
And someday I'll realize
Theres more to life than it decides
Everyday is like the same one passed,
And every moment is just like the last
A repetition of when I lost myself,
All that's left was their lingering smells
My final act, was to create yours
With eyes blind yet kept a steady course
The collision gave way to the crumbling earth
The moon in the sky, the earth's afterbirth
Is one more reason why I think I should die
They all still think I'm a theif, and it's just not fair
I didn't stick to my guns, but now I just don't care
Learn to penetrate the shell, the inner outer layer
I got too high, and so I put on some old school slayer
Crude matter arms dont matter, they seem to just do harm
You didnt leave them at home, to detach all the smoke Alarms
Someday you will see that
I'm talking to myself
And someday I'll realize
Theres more to life than it decides
The world turned it's back, and ignored my attacks
I sat alone, unbeknown, to all those so called facts
Falling deep into night terrors, I wake in a cold sweat
Lobotamized, i enjoy my newly found mindset
I regroup, only too late, always a step behind you
I'll wait by the phone, so i can hang up on you
Except if you dont call, i dont what to do
I guess I'll go lie down, and silently hate you
Someday you will see that
I'm talking to myself
And someday I'll realize
Theres more to life than it decides
Everyday is like the same one passed,
And every moment is just like the last
A repetition of when I lost myself,
All that's left was their lingering smells
My final act, was to create yours
With eyes blind yet kept a steady course
The collision gave way to the crumbling earth
The moon in the sky, the earth's afterbirth