Time of Tension Lyrics

A bunch of secrets, that was our life
Just full of leaflets, such was our mind
Didn't feel the wrath coming
Didn't see a path fading
The cruellest game you'd ever dared
You made the past come back again
A forward motion, meant to be swayed
... And every heartbeat marks ur name
... And every heartbeat starts a blame

[Chorus]
So hard... Wish I could wrest memories
Stop these fears form howling
So hard... Wish I could get out of here
Drain these tears .-. never falling
Full of torn words, such was your time
A knot of brash dark thoughts,
Those were ur eyes
Out in the open, tricky games forming
Time of tension between love and hate
So harsh a waving between soul and flesh
It used to be so mild, it will be so warm
... And every heartbeat marks a sign
... And every heartbeat jolts a cry
[Chorus] (x2)

So hard... Wish I could keep on waiting
Stop these fears from flowing
So hard... Wish I would only be loathing
Drain these tears - never falling