No one will know the pain I feel
All of my wounds they never will heal
I'm just a child
whose youth has been killed
I am a slave to nightmares and fear
I went to school that day again
like any days before
in my life since then
I tried to learn, to help myself,
to listen carefully what they say
The bell has rang, looking forward
to go then, could have found some
new birds singing
Instead of that I have met you
- the black men, the shadows, the devil.
And in my dreams
I still see the dark so clear
And every night I try to sleep with fear
Your icecold hand
and your whiskeysmelling breath
Those touching hands
they have felt to me like death
Chorus
Pain and hate - it all feels
the same to me
This was the youth that you destroyed
Sorrow or joy - I never live
my life again
This was my innocence you killed
You brought me here
destoyed my peace,
to this place that I see every night
in my dreams you hear my cries,
you enjoyed them well
for this night I have to be your slave
You hid your face, I never saw,
I never will and
I'd never want to see it
You let me go after raping me for that
I lost everything i once called life
And in my dreams
I still see the dark so clear
And every night I try to sleep with fear
Your icecold hand
and your whiskeysmelling breath
Those touching hands
they have felt to me like death
<<Chorus>>
All of my wounds they never will heal
I'm just a child
whose youth has been killed
I am a slave to nightmares and fear
I went to school that day again
like any days before
in my life since then
I tried to learn, to help myself,
to listen carefully what they say
The bell has rang, looking forward
to go then, could have found some
new birds singing
Instead of that I have met you
- the black men, the shadows, the devil.
And in my dreams
I still see the dark so clear
And every night I try to sleep with fear
Your icecold hand
and your whiskeysmelling breath
Those touching hands
they have felt to me like death
Chorus
Pain and hate - it all feels
the same to me
This was the youth that you destroyed
Sorrow or joy - I never live
my life again
This was my innocence you killed
You brought me here
destoyed my peace,
to this place that I see every night
in my dreams you hear my cries,
you enjoyed them well
for this night I have to be your slave
You hid your face, I never saw,
I never will and
I'd never want to see it
You let me go after raping me for that
I lost everything i once called life
And in my dreams
I still see the dark so clear
And every night I try to sleep with fear
Your icecold hand
and your whiskeysmelling breath
Those touching hands
they have felt to me like death
<<Chorus>>