Force Feed Lyrics

I believe that a horrible death will compensate for my wasted breaths
I have sinned beyond forgiveness
My pathetic excuse for this damaged mind, I am an infected s***
Half human, half American mutt
My mind is fried from a massive intake of psychoactive drugs
Looking back I admit it was fun but I can't believe how f****** stupid I was
Everything I dreamed could now be a miracle
Everything I think can not be conveyed
I have forsaken everything that is sacred to me
Meltdown my crispy little soul
I'm incapable of feeling love and happiness and all that good s***
I'm obsessed with death, pain, and gore
The ugliness that makes me horseshit
Nothing personal, I just don't know myself or what the f*** I've become
Nothing personal, I'm just f***** up
I'm on a soul searching power trip now
Oh, chaos conquered my brain
Force feed me with silence, shove hope down my throat
Oh, what's left after going insane
Wash this watercolor portrait of me
Nothing personal, I f****** hate you
Don't think you're special cuz I f****** hate everyone
Nothing personal, I f****** hate you
Don't f****** sit there
Put a bullet through my g****** head