Lost in my own delusions the mud the walls this s*** to plea
For a new beginning a new transition to see
Hesitant to cleanse my brow my fallen wasted life
Emit this overconsumption they patiently wait to kill me
As these stabbing beads of sweat press against the back of my neck
Hesitant to wipe them away my fear of shivering heat waves
Consuming me this warmth pushing up from within my gut
Don't tell me how to breathe with your heal in my chest
If not for my hands to verify truth, my eyes might have been
Misguided by you; lead to believe you, oh this confusion
And that reminds me
Somehow I've found this will to stand before you
I'm mirrored by my inability to be
Embrace the fold
Luring me in; a seductive way to breathe
In this state of a***gesia, designed specifically, suggesting a deterioration
Identify what's taken over me
In its attempt to control me, I fail to detach from myself
This time, I've got to find a way out, now
This time, I've thrown it all away, I'm down now
This time, I can only watch and wait
For a new beginning a new transition to see
Hesitant to cleanse my brow my fallen wasted life
Emit this overconsumption they patiently wait to kill me
As these stabbing beads of sweat press against the back of my neck
Hesitant to wipe them away my fear of shivering heat waves
Consuming me this warmth pushing up from within my gut
Don't tell me how to breathe with your heal in my chest
If not for my hands to verify truth, my eyes might have been
Misguided by you; lead to believe you, oh this confusion
And that reminds me
Somehow I've found this will to stand before you
I'm mirrored by my inability to be
Embrace the fold
Luring me in; a seductive way to breathe
In this state of a***gesia, designed specifically, suggesting a deterioration
Identify what's taken over me
In its attempt to control me, I fail to detach from myself
This time, I've got to find a way out, now
This time, I've thrown it all away, I'm down now
This time, I can only watch and wait