There is no masterplan, I'm so confused and paralyzed
Here where the f*** I am, just dark walls around me as high as mountains
My hands on my chest, they feel like a thorn deep inside me
This pain brings me down to my knees
What's behind those f*****' walls
I hate the future
Looking for answers
My decisions are setting the track switch through the jungle of this life
But what to do if there is more than just one right way
I never wanted that you leave me
But I saw it in your eyes, the trust was already dead
All the time I tried to cope, I said to myself, look forward to a new chapter
This is my confession, I'm still in love with you
This is my confession
Could I find the way back to you
I can feel there is still hope
Walls so high I can't see the sun anymore - this is a f****** dead end
This is a f****** dead end
Here where the f*** I am, just dark walls around me as high as mountains
My hands on my chest, they feel like a thorn deep inside me
This pain brings me down to my knees
What's behind those f*****' walls
I hate the future
Looking for answers
My decisions are setting the track switch through the jungle of this life
But what to do if there is more than just one right way
I never wanted that you leave me
But I saw it in your eyes, the trust was already dead
All the time I tried to cope, I said to myself, look forward to a new chapter
This is my confession, I'm still in love with you
This is my confession
Could I find the way back to you
I can feel there is still hope
Walls so high I can't see the sun anymore - this is a f****** dead end
This is a f****** dead end