I loved her so. And she knew what I did. She knew all the f****** stupid things I'd done. But the love... was stronger than anything you can think of. The g****** regret. The g****** regret! Oh, and I'll die. Now I'll die, and I'll tell you what... the biggest regret of my life... I let my love go. What did I do? I'm sixty-five years old. And I'm ashamed. A million years ago... the f****** regret and guilt, these things, don't ever let anyone ever say to you you shouldn't regret anything. Don't do that. Don't! You regret what you f****** want! Use that. Use that. Use that regret for anything, any way you want. You can use it, OK? Oh, God. This is a long way to go with no punch. A little moral story, I say... Love. Love. Love. This f****** life... oh, it's so f****** hard. So long. Life ain't short, it's long. It's long, g****** it. g******. What did I do? What did I do? What did I do? What did I do? Phil. Phil, help me. What did I do?