true... (2003 album version) Lyrics

mou soba ni wa inai
te o tsunagu KOTO mo nai
tonari ni ite waratte kureru
sonna KOTO mo nakunatta
wasurerarenai
namida afureta
kitto au KOTO mo nai kara
sotto negatte iru no
modoranai KA NA nante...

inaku natte kara sonzai no ookisa s***ta
atarimae sugita kara daiji na KOTO wasureteta

dare no tame ni egao de iru no?
dare no tame ni ikite yuku no?
oshiete hoshii
ANATA no hoka ni irun dato
watashi ni dekiru KOTO
sore wa ANATA wasureru KOTO?
kitto shinakya ikenai? HONTO ni dekiru?

nee tatoeba moshi
guuzen aeta to s***a nara
futaru de waraiatte
hanaseru you ni naritai ne
itsuka owari ga kuru KOTO wakatte ita
mitomeru KOTO dekinai watashi ga koko ni ita

dare no tame ni egao de ita no?
ANATA wa nani o mite ita no?
oboete iru no wa yasashii ANATA no shisen
dakedo mou mienai (kanji: haenai)
ANATA to KOKORO wa doko ni mo...
satta omide oite watashi mo oite

mou ichido aitai
wakari aitai
nukumori kanjite itai
ANATA ni aitai
hoka ni wa iranai
sore dake de ii
ai s**** iru
mada omotteru
kokoro no naka de omotteru
sunao ni narenai
tsutaerarenai
mou shikata nai...

dare no tame ni egao de iru no?
dare no tame no egao datta no?
shiranai hou ga jibun no tame dattari suru no?
watashi ga kimeta KOTO
sore ga ANATA wasureru KOTO
nanoni "sayonara" dake ga ienai no....