Sentenced served, you've done your time living one hell of a life.
What a hell of a lie, not one friend you made cared to stay alive.
How'd you last so long without having to belong?
Was it a song of false a**urance to keep you from boring yourself?
Growing old is just a way of saying how I'm losing control.
This mind can't hold a candle to all these thoughts I thought I could handle.
And I'll stand reluctant as they sign me in to an eternal hell of a**isted living.
Empty my accounts until there's no trace of cash and I'll spend my days killing time
and losing strength in my hands at Hoffman Manor.
I gave up everything that I had to spend my whole d*** life feeling sad.
Regardless, I lifted up both sides of your cheeks to put a smile on that face
and you'll never know how it buried me.
Just keep it all up inside, find a place for it to hide.
You've gotta keep it all up inside, find a place for it to hide.
What a hell of a lie, not one friend you made cared to stay alive.
How'd you last so long without having to belong?
Was it a song of false a**urance to keep you from boring yourself?
Growing old is just a way of saying how I'm losing control.
This mind can't hold a candle to all these thoughts I thought I could handle.
And I'll stand reluctant as they sign me in to an eternal hell of a**isted living.
Empty my accounts until there's no trace of cash and I'll spend my days killing time
and losing strength in my hands at Hoffman Manor.
I gave up everything that I had to spend my whole d*** life feeling sad.
Regardless, I lifted up both sides of your cheeks to put a smile on that face
and you'll never know how it buried me.
Just keep it all up inside, find a place for it to hide.
You've gotta keep it all up inside, find a place for it to hide.