Addicted to My Pain Lyrics

Striking the match that burns me
Pouring more gasoline onto the flame
I'm to blame
I'm all alone and bleeding
And every self-inflicted wound's in vain
Am I addicted to my pain?
And I can't look without You here
Will You wash away all my fear?
Addicted to my pain
'Cause I can't see and I can't feel
God, I'm praying none of this is real
Addicted to my pain

I am the judge and jury
I always sentence me to be condemned
There's no amends
I hate with no conditions
Will I ever be forgiven for my rage?
And break out of this cage
And I can't look without You here
Will You wash away all my fear?
Addicted to my pain
'Cause I can't see and I can't feel
God, I'm praying none of this is real
Addicted to my pain
Take this guilt, this bitter rage
Keeping me locked in chains
Can You heal my heart?
Can You take this pain?
Will You wash away all these things?

And I can't look without You here
Will You wash away all my fear?
Addicted to my pain
'Cause I can't see and I can't feel
God, I'm praying none of this is real
Addicted to my pain, my pain