Beyond Beautiful Lyrics

I'd love to hate you and I hate to say good bye
Although it's real
I've been living in a lie
The more I know the more I hate
I have to run
I deceive myself
It's like necking with a gun
For this time I start to realize that life's a b****
She hits you in the face and gives a tender Judas kiss
Every thought is like sault in my wounds
Until they are scarred I think she's bothering you too

In a different place
No expectations
Just our will
I'm losing you pace by pace
You're beyond beautiful
It's a different place
No expectations
Just our will
When I look at your perfect face
You're beyond beautiful
I hate to love you but I do I can't deny
I found myself by losing you in bitter lies
It's five past twelve
Maybe I was still too young
I will hurt myself by hurting you on my ego run
I found myself by losing you
But I lost you by losing my truth
I found myself by losing you
But I lost you by losing my truth