Too much to say / too little too late / these four walls could never keep all the thoughts of you in the back of my mind from trickling to the tip of my pen / the ink pours like blood from the tip of my tongue / but the hatred I feel / it's not for you / but the things you said and the things you did not do / these unfinished entries are all I've got left / I'm still here holding on to what's already dead / keeping it alive within my own head / this migraine is endless / I can't explain the pain I'm feeling inside / but if you would only let me I could show you / that is if you wanted me to / I'm such a fool / I remember when you said "we'll meet again when the leaves fall" / well they've fallen along with every hope / buried beneath the leaves and the snow / though I might not show it / simply put I've been desperate / it takes a weak man as strong as I am to admit that / this past year has been one of my worst / distance has more than one meaning for us / and the closer I get the more distant I become / I have no shoes for you to walk in that could help you understand just what I've been running from / but maybe just your bare feet would be enough / at least then you might see why I have been so cold / I took your word / it led me down a dead end road.